Friday 8 May 2015

1 - 5 May (bank holiday weekend)




Accidental destruction - set fire to my list on the stove.  I still remembered all my duties regardless of this.  A list for me now is mere subconscious programming.  My body and consciousness are collectively a clumsy automaton controlled by my instructions. 


Deliberate destruction  - omit facts and omit words and omit feelings and omit self and omit me and omit --------- ----------- ----------------- ---------------------- ----- -------------- -------------- ----------- ------------------ ----- -- -- --  -------------------------    -----------------------------           --------------------------------------  my omissions are gaps ------ gaping cowardice serving my lack of -------------- gaps ----------------------------------------- ------------- ------------------------------------------ my ---------- like gaps in teeth ----------------- purposeless?  ------------ ingrained ------------------- cut it to pieces and forget that it happened.  I probably won't learn from my mistakes.


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------------- alienate -------- confound ----- remove myself --------------
D- ----- really n--d -------? 
SOLUTION:
1. Fill in blanks
2. ......
3. ..........
4.................
5. Face consquences

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